harap sume sihat2 je...entry ni cume nak luahkan hati dan memohon maaf pada sume kalo ade salah silap...rase mcm dah xtahan nak hidup dalam keadaan mcm ni...sakit sgt...banyak sgt bende yg bagi tekanan pg sy...kalo duniemni mudah je kan senang...setiap takdir yg berlaku tenang je sume org hadapi...macam mane kite nak terus terang tentang satu perkara yg sgt besar...the worst thing i ever had in this life...sy cume berharap lepas kejadian ni banyak hikmah disebaliknye...sy rase xnak jumpe sesape lg...xnak mengadap dunie lg...tp xbleh kan nak ckp mcm 2...orang ckp kalo kite ckp mcm 2 mcm org yg da xde iman...masyaAllah...rase mcm xnak sambung study...nak start hidup baru...taknak jumpe org lain...cme nak jumpe org yg rapat dan yg faham je....rase mcm nak stop dari study...tapi nanti sume org mesti tertanye knp...dan pelik...sume org xfaham ape yg dah sy alami selame ni...to my parents...i'm really sory for everythings..i just need ur support..please my dearest parents...my family...please understand...my beloved...where are u...i really2 need u in this life...u're my supporters....help me...thaanks alot...but now....i dont know what else will happen...my God please help me for this matter...i really2 need u my God...my tears fall every night for asking ur help...my God...ALLAH..help me!!
pray to You everyday...
i am asking for Ur mercy for me and my future...kuatkanlah jodoh aku dan die kerana cinta ini hanya untuk die...dan kukuhkanlah cinta aku pada Mu...teguhkan lah iman ku pada Mu...bukalah hati sume ciptaan Mu untuk sume ini...permudahkanlah segala-galanya untukku...sesungguhnya aku hanya ciptaan Mu yg lemah...AMINN...
